*he is holding my bear*

MY DEAREST FRIEND WILLIAM![PINK PINK]
30/5/08 7.44 am
message from william: sleep de THE beauty princess?
30/5/08 7.23pm
a call from joshie: u know william pass away?
i'm sorry to tell u this...
he met a car accident
THIS IS NOT A JOKES!
but i wish thats a jokes!
please...
this hurt me,how could this happen to you?my dear...
we just sms each other the whole morning
u told me u going seaside in cheranting
thats your recently dream
you promised me to get me souvenir!
my chivas,my sand and my sea water....
u broke your promises!!!
NONONO u cant ever come back to us anymore
stupid william
can i redeem you with all those souvenirs?
you said you gonna have a photoshooting session with me after you are pro enough in the technique
you told me i'm your dream girl forever
i remember last time you always call me at the midnight,
play guitar and sing to me
we love mayday!
i like the way you sing their songs..
you treat me makan VERY expensive japanese food,western food..
however, im the one who always treat you mamak only
you cooked indomee and fried eggs for me when im hungry
thats no more chance i could treat u anymore
you are my best listener ever..
24 hours on for me..
you supported me when i feel weak
you make me smile when i feel down
do u read my blog?
see!i need you sooooooooooooo much,can u please come back?
i beg u,please
you told me you will feel shy when u look at my eyes
and you are the one who gave me mascara
because you know that i have a not pretty eyes
im totally upset now
my tears drop without my permission
i know u dislike my tears
i will keep it properly later
in your funeral
i will bring my smile there
i always ask myself to appreciate what i have,people around me
FUCK MYSELF!
i did not appreciate you
i actually did not appreciate anythings
im regret now
totally regret!!!! i lose you william
feel peace in heaven
we will meet each other in future take care
i LOVE YOU MY DEAR

yi xuan!!!!!
taiwanese...
q rite?
we alwix do stpd thins 2geter..
coz we r bratty enough
hoHo!
xoxo
more lame pics ll upload SOON....

* sumthin attracted me i think *

* we r soooooooooooo q * =D

29/5

IM BLOODY BUSY!
IM OUT OF TIME!
I NEED TIME TO SLEEP!
I NEED TIME TO STUDY!
I NEED TIME TO SHOP!
I NEED WISHES FOR MY 18+ BIRTHDAY! (should open a party nt?wondering~)
7/6 IS COMING...HoHo!
meetin hotty 2ml
dfun FFK a SEI ZAI~

i found out dat my sista love magazines...
jz like me* ; )

* da jie punya*

* mine!!wow...nice eng mag eva!!! *

* kennie punya..japan mag*

GEMINI!!!

gemini girl is: friendly!fashionable! {okok lo~i love my style ;) } n very flirty! { nt reali..i cant able 2 initiate,jz mayb flirt 2 those im interested! lols }

special trait: make frens easily! { hoHo!i can tell }

little secret: tend to change mind- a lot! oppsie...

best matches: Libra, Aquarius, Leo { yea yea,agree dese }

best avoided: Virgo, Scorpio, Capricorn { virgo is 1 of my besties! =( }

lucky days: 3th, 7th and 19th

gemini is a party girl,frens v ev1.but wen a really q guy catches ur eye on june 7, (dats my birthday!!! lols ) forget ur frens 4 jz a second.dis hottie ( hotty agian? =X) has been checking u out 4 a while now, n he deserves to have your undivided attention!

resources from : SEVENTEEN 507

27/5

finally gt my student id card!!
wowwwwwwwww.....
^^"
wistful 4 it laaa~~

你读到第几句时心痛了？

1.我以为小鸟飞不过沧海，是以为小鸟没有飞过沧海的勇气，十年以后我才发现，不是小鸟飞不过去，而是沧海的那一头，早已没有了等待……
2.多谢你的绝情，让我学会死心……
3.当眼泪流下来，才知道，分开也是另一种明白。
4.我真的爱你，闭上眼，以为我能忘记，但流下的眼泪，却没有骗到自己……
5.不要轻易说爱，许下的承诺就是欠下的债！
6.脸上的快乐，别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到.
7.分手后不可以做朋友,因为彼此伤害过.不可以做敌人.因为彼此深爱过,所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人.
8.有的人与人之间的相遇就像是流星,瞬间迸发出令人羡慕的火花,却注定只是匆匆而过.
9.时间会慢慢沉淀，有些人会在你心底慢慢模糊。学会放手，你的幸福需要自己的成全。
10.有些的时候，正是为了爱才悄悄躲开.躲开的是身影，躲不开的却是那份默默的情怀。
11.有时，爱也是种伤害.残忍的人，选择伤害别人，善良的人，选择伤害自己.
12.淋过雨的空气，疲倦了的伤心，我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的融化.
13.既然爱，为什么不说出口，有些东西失去了，就在也回不来了！
14.相爱是种感觉，当这种感觉已经不在时，我却还在勉强自己，这叫责任！分手是种勇气！当这种勇气已经不在时，我却还在鼓励自己，这叫悲壮
15.人生不止，寂寞不已。寂寞人生爱无休，寂寞是爱永远的主题.我和我的影子独处.它说它有悄悄话想跟我说.它说它很想念你^原来`我和我的影子`都在想你`
16.喜欢在你身上留下属於我的印记，却不曾记起你从未属於过我……
17.第一次哭是因为你不在，第一次笑是因为遇到你，第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你！
18.我们的生活有太多无奈，我们无法改变，也无力去改变，更糟的是，我们失去了改变的想法……
19.庭前花开花落，荣辱不惊，望天上云卷云舒，去留无意。
20.有些失去是注定的,有些缘分是永远不会有结果的.爱一个人不一定会拥有,拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱她……
21.世界上没有任何东西可以永恒。如果它流动，它就流走；如果它存著，它就干涸；如果它生长，它就慢慢凋零。
22.一个做女人的痛苦:当她和她所爱的男人有了肉体关系以后，她就很自然地把这种关系视为一种永远，但男人却可以不同，他们可能只会觉得那是生存方式的又一种演绎。正如书上说的：男女之间，在没有婚姻的承诺前，还是保持简单的关系为好，否则，真的没有岁月可以回头.
23.如果，不幸福，如果，不快乐，那就放手吧；如果，舍不得、放不下，那就痛苦吧。
24.所谓花心，就是有了爱情和面包，还想吃蛋糕的心情；所谓外遇，就是潜出围城，跌入陷阱；所谓浪漫，就是帮老婆买包心菜时，还会顺手带回一支玫瑰花；所谓厨房，就是结婚时红地毯通向的正前方……
25.我放下了尊严，放下了个性，放下了固执，都只是因为放不下你

23/5
chatin v d ben dan...
his hair nv grow longerrrrrrrrrrr
cheated me...
=(
ugly hell2 lo!!!!!!!!!!!
bk fr ns for 2 months d
stil dat style
*hmph*
anyway~
tq 4 bringing my smile bk

=)
xoxo

sista!!*

21/5

im nt a perfect girl
my hair doesn't always stay in place
i spill things a lot
i'm pretty clumsy
i'm silly
i'm not wary enough
i tumble often
i duno the real meaning of love
but when i take a step back,i realize how amazing and meaningful life truly is..
just maybe,i like being imperfect

i m a TARCian :)
20/5

so far,impression 4 tarc..
ugly T
SUM seniors all fuckin annoying
crowded ev where
ppl forcin u 2 join oo/tt nite
bz canteen
big skol compound!
swimming pool!
SUM seniors r helpful n friendly
new frens!
jasmin n wei kien*
jasmin has a nice smile
wei kien is friendly

=P

19/5

mv again............
im a mv freaker*
lols
wen dere actually wana gt sum stationary 1
like sum pilot pen,g-tech,file...
bt i throw it all bhind my mind after my 1st step on d gardens...
jx...
^^"
shoppin!
hahahahhaha..
bought clothes 4 college....
havin mid-year sales wad...
lols
den duno y my sista like very poor
i hav 2 pay 4 their baskin robin n lolilpop
their new bottle...
i paid...
i like spendin all double price 4 evthin
>"<
they said im rich????
we go reg 4 "The Le Sense" oso
da jie reg 4 facial treatment
kennnie n i reg 4 d wat body slimmin
hahahahaha!
funi rite?
bt they doin promotion
so very cheap,jz fel wana try...

pic prove!!!!!!!!!!

i made jelly...a teddy shape!q rite....c his tummy damn q!!! ;)

a very random pic~
i look sooo tired after 3 hours msn-ing....
hehe!
=P
pic of..
17/5

hw can u blive d future if u cant escape fr d past?

nice phrase man!
dis is d pro dat im alwix facin...
i alwix cant let go my past
jz like dose conservative ppl
surrounded by unwanted/trashy memories..
i jx cant walk away
im toooooo afraid
.............................................................................................
like im soooooooooooooooooooo weak...
yuckkkkkkkkssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
NO WAy!

im nt dat kind of girl

=P

16/5

ajimal!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5sc3 yam cha session...
wow wow yeah~
miss dem alot...
especially d stpd jj....
evtime we ll jz miss d chance 2 meet up...
i noe he damn desperate 4 jiayi...
hOho!!!
he promiz 2 brin jiayi 2 our yamcha place nxt time... XD
wish we can make it
5sc3 meet ev friday
n go bar club 2geter..
lols
luckily im nt d organiser..
im jz d planner... :P
sf ll try 2 contact us up 4 all dose activitives.....
sad la justin d gang cant join us up...
=(
wish d nxt nxt nxt yamcha session
ev1 ll bring their bloved along
hehe....
n i wana train my dota..
help me!
gona achieve pro lvl
hahahahhahah!
=P

SEI ZAI BAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!



=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

15/5

hapi 90 posts!
*applaus*
weeEEeEeVEeeee~
lols
k...lets conclude wat i did ytrday
i wen cheras pm!!
i mean *connaught*
CROWDED man!!!
v a zai,mic,joey,n a zai punya da sao...
pm is ful of bargain..rubbish..ppl..
foods!!uncle bob!!!bags!!n shoes!!!
suprisin me...
d shoesssssssssssssssssss
are very vERY VERY SUPER CHEAP!!!
u cant imagine,1 FOR RM10!!!
Serious...
hak si me...
d design is quite nice oso
bt notice d brand,VICI?? lols
hav 2 ask sf 2 go v me along nxt time*
we ll shop like hellllllllllllllllllllll
shoe formula:
1 vincci/nose= 5 or 6 vici
haha!
finaly i ate my dearest uncle bob~~~~~~~~~~~~
wow.................
n mango ice-blend
nice man!
jalan jalan jalan...
until 12 sumthin
balik rumah~~~~~~~
den gt scolded//
"y soo late...
wen out v who??!!
harrrrrrrrr???
wat time now????"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
==
hello madam,u r d 1 who allow me out,ok?
mumsssssss style**
oh ya!!!
i love mic's perfume
is jz a very simple sweet smells~
bt incredible charm..
jz like sum candys,trust me!!u ll fel like eating it..
i mean eat "her" oso... =P
bt unfortuanly she duno wats d brand of d perfume
she usin her sista's...
bt mine perfume
is d MORGAN LOVE
i seldom use it....
coz is explosion of sweetness!!!
heavy smells...>"<
he loved it
alwix ask me 2 put more wen we wen out last time..
i liked his perfume oso...
hehe!
story of last time..
ok,dats all..
ciao~

14/5

*an ice-cream a day,kep moody away!! *
weeeee~i m lovin it ; )

蔡健雅-当你离开的时候
作曲:蔡健雅填词:蔡健雅
@@刘旭东 qq:284674969


我只能低着头发呆
让回忆渗透脑袋渐渐变空白

我把它当做个意外
但内心还想不开
因为我明白其实你都还在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有
当你离开的时候

我可以当作已释怀
他对我也算关怀他看不出来

我知道这样不应该
在他身上找依赖
算不算是种出卖因为你一直在
我想起了你给我的感动
想起我们之间的温柔
我想起了我们第一次牵手
我闭上眼想起当时你许下的承诺
把你整个心都叫给我
然而到后来我什么都没有

当你离开的时候

hapi bbQ day!

*smoky!bluRrrR~im d butter girl ;)*

*act q* lols

*saujaNa!!!*

11/5

hapi mother's day!!!!!
tqtqtq...
xoxo~~~~~
lols
2day is a super duper family day..
early in d mornin
den wen mv grab stufsssss!
yea...
hav 2 mention dis 1st...
im period!
finally...
hav a hapi period* ;)
sufferin coz menstrual pain~
>"<
killin me...
nvm..
dese ll make me balance..
i bought a bag!!!
VOIR!
its nice...
i like it~
den i bought 2 belts fr SPADE
hair clips fr COLOURS
n cosmetics fr SASA
spent tooo mcui on SASA,over 150..
bt its ok,im nt d 1 who payin...
last,neutrogena toner ...
hapi mother's day rite...~
so mumy is payin 4 evthinssss!
lols...
thnx mumy...
after dat,wen sg long havin lunch buffet*
d foodss n service ....
*hrph*
sux...
actually~
bt nvm,we enjoy.....
=)
ytrday!!!!!!!!!!!
sf's hse BBQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its quite fun....
altot she nt reali entertain us...
bt okay la~
coz her college frens dere oso..
its tuf 2 entertain ev1 la...
jz enjoy laaaaaaaaa!
^^
love her damn muci!
piccccsss is nt v me......
i wan picss my dear!!!!!
n little wei~
she noe hotty tooo...
=)

*my bag!dun reali lok nice in pic..dun shop v brand,shop v ur style man ;)*

*so cal sista*lols

*da jie n cc*

*kennie n cc*

*daddy mummy*

*nice smoked lamb n ham*

9/5

meet v all my sweetiesss!!!!^-^
love dem sooooo muci
my pONteng feelin is bkkkk....
wahahahhahahahaha....
2day i spent like 200 sumthin~
i bought 1 set of clothes!
i mean*we bought it! (v darlin sf)
1 pair of shoe
1 pair of sandles
eliantO
sockssss
dats all~
i stil ned bagssss!
n clothesssssss...
girl is alwix lack of dat....
*evil smile* ;)
its ok,stil in my budget*400*
i LIke d everlast shoeeeeeeeeee!!!
ToT
wan it badly...
bt out of stock!i mean my size!!!!!!!!!
oppsieeeeeeeeeee...
sumthin 2 annouce
bestie sf has a bf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wowWWwWWwWw....
she is sweetest eva...
dun eva try 2 bully her,wenda~
i ll kil u....
xoxo
fel soooooooo sweet wen saw dem hold hand
*^^* hw sweet...damn high wei!
hehe..
im nt envy anyway
*week*

*my DraliNG!SHe drive..HOnda VIos*hype!

*The gUYsss* xoxo

*kK n Cc* he IS ouR bOSS!

*yk-d DRiVER =P *

*sHoes!!!!*

*gRoUP pic* toOK by sf's bf..
ermmmm..im stil nt ready yet in d pic...shhhh

8/5

仿佛上一分钟 你还陪在我左右

还以为我们会开花结果

我还记得玫瑰色天空
却模糊了我们的脸孔
哼过的歌到底是什么内容

仿佛已经自由 下一刻我变成风
吹过你的领空 差点失控
回忆在夜里闹得很凶
我想我可以明白你所有的痛
想让你知道我懂 却担心言不由衷

我们都接受 一定是彼此不够成熟
在爱情里分不了轻重 诚实得过了头
不能退后也无法向前走
爱是一个自私的念头
把寂寞消除的理由
剩下的那些感动 能记得多久

5/7

kep askin mysef nt 2 think sooo muci
i jz wana prevent unwanted feelin~
i dun like trashy feelin dat killin my whole day mood
i jz need a apple flavor lolipop now
=)
wen d time im serious
ev1 gone
wen d time i started my game
ev1 leave

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

6/5

whEN can i GT mY salaRy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i Wan GT mYseF a ShoE,slIppERS,CLotHES N bagSSsSssSs!!!
T_T
i need CAsH babe@@@
GIv mE~GivE ME~gIVe me MOre
wonDERin GOIn BAr-Club on thuRS not...
oPPsIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~
4gt 2 rite IT dOWN...
ytrday I MeT v SUM1..
;)
I m REgrET now
i SHOuldnt DRivE sooooo FAST
let D tIME PASSes SOOOOOO fast
i shoUld pARK AT D side 1st~
=P
looK at PUas-pUas 1st ma...
aiyoooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...

Mariah Carey
Touch My Body


MC, you're the place to be
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I know that you've been waiting for it
I'm waiting too
In my imagination I'd be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me
Hundred and two
And boy I know I feel the same
My temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby I'm up in my bidness
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Boy you can put me on you
Like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter
Than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me
Like a tropical breeze
And float away with you
In the Caribbean Sea

If there's a camera up in here
Then it's gonna leave with me
When I do (I do)
If there's a camera up in here
Then I'd best not catch this flick
On YouTube (YouTube)
'Cause if you run your mouth and brag
About this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
'Cause baby I'm up in my bidness
Like a Wendy interview
But this is private
Between you and I

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

I mma treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Baby just turn to me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty
Touch my body

Touch my body
Put me on the floor
Wrestle me around
Play with me some more
Touch my body
Throw me on the bed
I just wanna make you feel
Like you never did.
Touch my body
Let me wrap my thighs
All around your waist
Just a little taste
Touch my body
Know you love my curves
Come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body.

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah
Oh yeah oh yeah
Oh oh oh oh yeah
Touch my body...

stayin at Home V keNNie {my YOUNgESt sis}
duno Y she POnTENG 2day..
im nT in A gooD mooD
BEIng D drIver d whOLE moRNIN
feTch MUm,SIS,bro..
Oh~fuCkIN nasTY!!!!!
>"<
nt weelIN well OsO..
stOmaCH AChe aGAIn..
BIt FEver~~~~
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
2day IS Nt My DAY ==
5/5

*datS keeNIE*

wat i did/do today:

1. sms d whole day~
2. discus bt my new interesting job! *week*
3. planin sunday movie!! (iROnman)
   
4. wen clinic,take medicine
5. wen oug 2 bought daily needs
6. wen parkson bought stationary.. (shit!4gt 2 buy oreef bag!! == my FuTUre COL bag)
7. wen sripetaling fetch sista n her bf
8. ate mcd! (im loVIn it =P)
9. msn
10. gOIn 2 bALIk kMPG ON 6pm
11. feTChin MAID balIK
12. goiN beaCh
13. hav DINNer DEre
14. gREEt yeYE,semBAHyang a ma~
15. watCH tV
16. CHAT v YEye
17. play V liON (my dog)
18. OIoi...

=)
DATs ALL 4 tODAY
i tHInk...

to my dearest bestie =) :

im sooooo hapi 2 gt ur fon cal..
serious
im sorry dat im alwix nt d 1 who contact u 1st
mayb u noe dats my attitude
jz u noe me well~
evtime bocor my secrets! lols
evtime giv me brilliant ideas 2 cheat our yan luo wang XD
evtime date me out
evtime update d latest news fr ev1 4 me
evtime teach me lotsssssssss of knowlegde, (i noe i alwix lack of dem == )
im jz glad 2 hav u my dear...
im hapi wen u mention my blog jz now
i was suprise u notice my small little blog
i appreciate wat u brought 2 me
ur frens ur gang ur family,evthin la!
jilaka...
^^"
i love u la my dear!
jz wana tel u dat u r absolutely gorge..
u r attractive
fr my truly heart praisin u ler...
=P
dun b proud i tel u,siao zha boh!
lols
dun matter wat hapen 2 u...
i ll alwix stand by ur side n help u k...
includin evthin la!
if he reali dun1 d ****,i ll help u 2 take care oso..
=)
reali my dear
i love u....
i heart u!
muaxxxxxxxxxxx

by chacha

Oh~~~~ SUci A drAG...

my Cousin Did DESE....
so-LE-ro ALeIX lame*
lols
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