i have to learn to be strong
I'm not afraid of darkness
I'm not afraid of lightning and thunder
I don't close my eyes when watching ghost movie
I don't hold people tight when I'm nervous
I don't tears when people speed
I don't report to anyone where I'm going
I don't rely to messages
I will finish ALL my food
I will eat medicine when I'm sick
I take lrt taxi alone
I can sleep without my bear and warm warm guess sweater
I don't cry easily ANYMORE.

don't try to understand me, just love me :)

i have a dirty little secret
keng sou with someone
i asked myself not to tears,not to laugh
accumulate ALL my anger
but end up happily
wth -_-
anyway,really thanks jilaka!
ni hen fan,seriously

is a direct translate la...
so jangan picky about the grammar mistake ya :)
lyrics "下雨天“-xia yu tian
khoo kean huat,now u understand laaa...

is a rainy day
I miss you
do not dare to call you
because I couldn't find a reason
why insomnia has become well familiar
the voice of the silent scenes replace you to accompany me to listen the rain drops
anticipation makes people fall
do anyone had been waited someone just like me?
Fall in love with you make me know the taste of loneliness
Holding an umbrella alone
Wipes the tears alone
alone is really tiring
what kind of rain
what kind of night
what can i do to let you miss me more?
how heavy the rain,how dark the night could be to get your love?
without me, you cant ever differentiate any changes
how obvious the ending could be?
Don't tell me you will be sad
Don't tell me you will change
people like you don't apologize

was out the whole day..*yesterday
:D
went cheong k at low yat,movie at pavilion
watched "knowing"
is a damn creepy movie!
almost shocked out my life, luckily I'm still alive now
hahaha! *not that funny -_-
but the ending is seriouslyyyyyyyyyy lameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee like shit
LAME ENDING EVER!
but overall is a "OK" movie.
I'm lazy to post about everything
let the pictures talk :)

love my new dress so much!*high waist maaa :p

ini amui saya!bestie-nya :D
had been a long time we didn't really hang out,missyou like hell!
anyway,she is damn HOT now!
evely chong,u went plastic surgery izzit?
haha!!i love you♥

emo singer lalala lol

cam whore girl :)

group picture!kinda blur huh..love lots!♥

grab someone tag :)

What would your name be with the first three letters?
cha
When is your birthday?
7th June
Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
depends -_-
Did you have a good day?
Definitely No!worst day ever
How many children do you want?
more than 4!! :D
What are your plans for the weekend?
i wanna be superrrrrrrr busy!
If you could move right now what would you do?
stand up?
Are you happy with the way things are going right now?
noooo wor....
What do you currently hear right now?
emo song
Where will you be in an hour?
long gaiiiii with jason
Is your heart broken right now?
Abit!
What are you looking forward to in the next month?
bowslover earn more money!
12/4-our 9th months anniversary :)
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
YESSSSSSSS!! :D lol
Is your myspace profile private?
saya tak ada myspace.
Do you believe in love?
depends
Do you think relationships are even worth it?
depends
Have you ever done anything outrageously dumb?
i love to! :D
Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
YESSSS..sometimes
Have you ever kissed anyone and never saw them again?
Nope!
Have you ever liked anyone that had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes Haha!
Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
i do :)
Are you someone who worries too often?
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Would you ever donate blood?
nope,i'm afraid of blood :(
Was last New Year's enjoyable?
not really.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
think so...
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with H, A, S, B, M, N, T, or J?
YESSSSSSSSSS!J
Last person to send you a text message?
jason khoo la
What are you doing right now?
blogging?
Do you drink water?
yes,i love drinking water.
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
OF course!
What was the last thing you cried about?
jason khoo jason khoo jason khoo jason khoo -____-
Have you ever lived with a girlfriend/boyfriend?
consider yes or no?
Do you have a favorite flavor of gum?
nooooo
Have you ever been hit on through text message?
yesssssss
Do you prefer sweet or sour candy?
sweet!
Did you get a full 8 hours of sleep last night?
sometimes...
Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yes,if i could.
Think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
maybe :)
Do you listen to songs when you're down?
yeaaaaa
Do you get mad easily?
sometimes!
Are you are an argumentative person?
obviously i am.
Have you ever hugged someone named Joe?
NOOOO!
Are your ears gauged?
think so
How did you feel when you woke up today?
i need more sleppppp!
How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night? -
depends...
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
LOTS!
What's in your pocket?
rm50 :)
Do you know anyone that smokes pot?
harrrr?
What kind of pants are you wearing?
skinny jeans
Do you have siblings over the age of 21?
Haven..my sister going soon
Are you currently employed?
nope.
Have you ever been kissed in a bedroom?
yes :)))
Is there someone you will never forget?
yes.
Do you like somebody right now?
yaya
Do you think somebody likes the same person you do?
think soooooooooooooooooooooo
How do you vent anger?
cry,hold my hand tight,show black face..
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Jason Khoo Khean Huat

I'm gonna tag : nobody

*i know this picture is kinda retarded,and my mum's iron is behind me! lol
i'm wearing a jumpsuit!lalala...


i close my eyes because i don't wanna see
because i don't wish to know.
because i don't wanna get hurt.
so i decided to hide my feelings.
smile :)

*steal this picture from kim weiwei
Thanks ah Freak! lol

happy happy bazaar!
tired tired bazaar!
food food bazaar!
talk talk bazaar!
shop shop bazaar!-MY FULL TIME JOB
hello hello bazaar!-we love to say helloooooooo :D
overall bazaar is FUN!
i had been stand and shop around for most of the time so my leg end up NUMB!
really thanks wei for helping us. :)
suddenly feel so close with you HAHA!
you jangan lah spoiled me..
jangan emo lagi tau?i love youuu♥
Thanks cheryl shufennnnn heart you always..
♥thanks for asking me not to waste money!
we go get black high waist skirt ourselves OKAY??
GO DUET! haha

Bows Lover earned quite amount teeheeeee!
girl next door is completely sold out babe..
sorry ya,we could manage to restock the lime green only
*click here to have a look
really thanks people that support us!
Thanks for telling us you love our blogshop
Thanks for buying our clothes
Thanks for those who purposely come visit us
Thanks!!Thanks!Thanks!!!
YOU ALL ARE REALLY sweet :) :) :) :) :)
we promise we will bring more trendiest clothes with a wallet-friendly price!
Be in love with us ♥

guess what is this?
bacteria?NO!
cell?Noooooooooooo!
TATA!
is the 'powerful' sperm. lol
this is hows the sperm looks like under the microscope.
can differentiate the head and the tail of it?is quite clear right?
i took this picture when i carried out experiment just now at college during my practical class.
i'm really excited when i got this picture LOL
first time see so clearly maaaa
we had been doing the sexual and asexual reproduction for bio subject this whole SAM
-_- kinda tough to understand anyway.
do you know Sperm is the smallest cell in the body?
millions of sperms are released at each ejaculation, compare to girlsss
we only produce 1 ovum every 28 days.. :(
and sperms can move by it tails however ovum cannot move by itself, it can only move with the help of cilia of the fallopian tube.
BUTTT ovum is the largest cell in the body! HAHA
how proud :D teeheee!
read more books if you wanna know more..
I'm sure science students know about it right?
k dahhhh..
just because I'm a bio chem student :)
i love bioooo!♥
I'm exhaustively low battery now,gonna shut down soon.
i had 2 practical class today,1 class takes 2 hours and i just drove back from college AND i having test tomorrow AND I haven complete my assignment! :(
but I'm still here blogging HAHA! *cough
monday is always a lazy and tired day!

naughty by nature!
tau ke?*college.
i know i look ugly in this picture,who cares?blekkkk

霸占着你对我的宠爱 我为所欲为
霸占着你对我的怜惜 我不可理喻
霸占着你对我的想念 我不懂得珍惜

randommmmmmmmm post!
YES!
my whole family will be not around today.
they going back kampung!
wuuuuhoooooooo..
im not going home tonight
i going out later with silly dear,then going justin's birthday party at night!
justin, i know why you invite meeee =X
might be overnight at cherly lee 's house!
:D
happy happy no parents day!
getting more clothes tomorrow since i will be in bazaar whole day longgg
is HEAVEN!
teeheeeeee!
Bows Lover is waiting for business.
the more we deal,the more we earn,the more clothes we get!
LOL

because i will never regret what i did before, just simply i think before i talk! :)
i don't blame anything anyone,from the first step until now.
there are my decisions, not yours.
stop act like you were the one who scarified.who do you think you are?
act like you know me well.
I'M LIFELESS but I'm happy with it.
teeheeeeee!!! :)))
something changed and it will never comes back.
i understand that and i will never force it to be what i want for.
don't let it go while the love intermolecular forces between us is still strong.
keep your heart inside my pocket and i promise i wont drop it.
somehow you wanna take it back yourself?
but i know you won't do that.
somehow i ask you to take it back?
no,you don't want to.
somehow we lose contact?
somehow i disappear ?
somehow ..
we just born to be like this. ♥

i'm a good girl, i stay at home while my bf out.
i'm a good girl, i don't wear mini skirt because my bf not allow.
i'm a good girl, i don't out late at night.
i'm a good girl, i don't smoke i don't take alcohol.
i'm a good girl, i don't go clubbling.
i'm a good girl, i don't cheat.
i'm a good girl, i complete all my assignments and coursework before dateline.
i'm a good girl, i have savings!
i'm a good girl, i eat vegetables.
i'm a good girl, i don't talk rude normally.not when im pissed!
i'm a good girl, i read newspaper everyday.
i'm a good girl, i drink water lots everyday!
i'm a good girl, i forgive people easily.
i'm a good girl, i love helping people.
i'm a good girl, i have no bad habits such as shaking legs bite finger nails.
i'm a good girl, i help my dad mop the floor sometimes
i'm a good girl, i don't spam people chatbox.
(if i really do,i wont hide my name!i love my name)
i'm a good girl, i love my boyfriend, family and friends :)

OMG!!
i spent rm150++ just after 2 hours rolling around online blogshop.
Thanks to Cheryl Lee for keep encourage me to purchase. -_-
so i decided to inspire Kimweiwei LOL
yea right..although we running Bows Lover but we love rolling people's blog shop
AHAHAHHAHAHAHA!
not that funny *cough
anyway 3k inn bazaar coming!
i will be there only on Sunday, and it's the best day to come over simply because it's the last day!
HOHO
see you there :)

Love kimweiwei so much!
she is the FREAK!haha
damn you...how old are you wei?
sorry,i just can't stop laughing!
my goddd...what you did wei?what you did?what you did?
LMAO

Tagged by Fiona Lim again.she loves to tag me! lol
Chacha - wonder how random she could go
-___- yea,I'm over random

DIRECTIONS:Once you've been tagged, you have to list down 16 random things, habits or goals about you. Lastly, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names, and why you chose them.

16 random things:
[1] i only use ultra thin pad.
[2] i can't speak cantonese.
[3] i'm totally sucks in music.
[4] i used to be very sporty. i were an athletes, volleyball player and cheer leaders.BELIEVE IT!i know is kinda hard. lol
[5] i don't eat peanut and ikan bilis and i don't drink coffee AT ALL!
[6] i use johnson baby body shampoo and lotion.
[7] i'm allergic to mosquitoes bites.
[8] i bring my bottle everywhere.
[9] i seldom eat rice and fish.
[10] i forgive people easily.
[11] i hate rushing!
[12] i went NS before-for 10 days!hehe
[13] i love suzuki swift sport.
[14] i prefer cold war rather than fight.
[15] my right eyes is half blinded. power>500 lazy eye!
[16] i treat xiao bai as my kid lol


Tags:
kim weiwei
lee shufen
yap parkleng
ally chew

:) totally agree with that!

to the world,

HAPPY Dulan day!
Zzzzzzz
I'm in a very very mood-less condition.
STOP ASKING WHY PEOPLE!
maybe the whole world mean to be offend with me.
ignore me, dah pissed la.
anyway,i have to drop down something for a bitch.
YA!harsh to you!you!you!BITCH
hey shut your mouth, stop posting lame stuff with those emo words in your trashy blog!
that's your blog,you wanna post whatever you want,RIGHT?
yea..but I'm blogging too.
i blog WHAT I WANT
bitch,posting how emo you are,how desperate you want him back,how desperate you miss him?regret for letting him go?
please la!you love flirting around.JUST ADMIT IT!
ACT like you're still so suci,so innocent.damn lame.
act like you still care,sorry i don't give a damn fuck about your feelings.
i can't stop myself to view you because you're a bloody slut that keep acting cute,innocent in front of guysss..
YOUR friends share your love stories with me!
hey your friends had betrayed you,kinda sad right?
i have to update your life so i know which pity boy is falling for a bitch again?
you deserve all these,ask yourself why.
I dare to admit I hate you. YOU?
but that's just temporary for sure,because i don't hold grudge for long.
there is no doubt at all that I'm criticising someone else.
It might be you,or not..
DON'T BE PERASAN PLEASE PEOPLE
don't be so silly MY friend -_-
my friend?zzzzzz
just..
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.
because I'm pissed.

close your eyes and stop thinking
CHILL
today is not my day =(
night world.
rain rain come again
wash my tears away.


i dont want any comment for this post.Thanks!

i really hate being home alone :(
i dunno whats wrong with my family,everyone is out without asking me!
i mean at least they tell me right so that i can get myself a date or what laaa and wont be blogging here so emo. -_-
i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i really hate being alone..

When I was a little girl, alone in my little world, who dreamed of a little home for me.
I played pretend between the trees, and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, and laughed in the pretty bed of green.
I had a Dream
That I could fly from the highest SWING.

i love blur pic so that my eye bag wont be so obvious :p

people said i'm HOT with short hair.
but my mum said is ugly. -_- how straight forward
im short short short short hair girl
still me, chacha.

goshhhhhh..
I'm so in love in this Korean drama-Boys over flowers OST ♥
I accidentally found this drama when i accidentally click on KBS world. lol
There are currently 4 versions of this drama- Taiwan, Japan, Korean and China(coming soon)
To recall back, I had watched the Taiwan version on year of 2002 and i watch it repeatly often! -.-
The Taiwan version-Meteor Garden is the first for all right?if i'm not mistaken.
I know is kinda OLD story d but the story of this drama is really HOT!
I wonder anyone watched it before?F4?san cai?
LOL
Actually,i prefer the Korean version because the story is more detailed and i really like every scene…:)
it is really polished though i first fell in love in MG-Taiwanese version since years ago.
Believe me,you will never stop watching it after you get to watch the first episode.
I dunno why,just simply cant resists it.

story line:

Kkot Boda Namja is a story about Jan-di who is an average high school girl whose family owns a dry cleaning store near the prestigious and well known school, Shin Hwa High. She gets a scholarship to enter the luxurious school when she saved one of the students from committing suicide while delivering his dry cleaned uniform. She was then tagged as "Wonder Woman" by the media.

In school, she meets the four richest, most popular, and most spoiled boys known as F4 (Flower 4) who are also known to cause trouble to those who speak out against them.

As the story progressed, she begins to like one of them -- Ji-hoo, but also discovers that the leader of the group, Joon-pyo, is falling for her.

The series also revolves on this love triangle and how it gets resolved.

more details,click here! :)

LAST LAST,although i don't even understand a single word of these Korean songs but i really love them!found all these songs from youtube.
please those who know the lyrics of this song kindly post it for me.

thanks a lot! ♥

once again, chacha save the world! lol
anyway,i really glad my nightmare had over.
back to my endless fairy tales..really hope so

nah..old pic laaaaa

Sometimes love is a burden.
Be the audience as you couldn't understand the feelings of the brave one who volunteered to fall into love and ready to sacrifice.
Time to fall for him takes me less than a minute,love the content of all.
No one will ever thought of beginnings and the ends, but just a moment of vulnerability make people to fall badly.
with the total fill of love all the time will not empty the space between us.
as the impulse to love again and again become stronger, we love more deeply and deeply.
enjoy the faces of love only.
love is an excuse to get hurt?

i was always giving into promises
i never should have gone for
i should have never longed for you no matter how hard it gets
i so want this to be through
in the end somehow i will always come back to you
cause everywhere i go
no matter what i do
i just can't get you out of my mind
so it annoy me
i was never the one
you shall had be told someone
you knew you're not so into me anymore
i tell myself get over you
it's so the right,right things to do
and just when i thought i was done,you pulled me in all over again for another run

i can't take it anymore seriously, i'm totally break into pieces..

just a random post.
i miss my long hair :(
picture taken on 14/2/09
yeaaa,is valentines

my dear.♥

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